Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Something About the End of the Year
My eyes hurt for some reason don't really know why. I think my contacts are bunking out again. Geez!
I know, I can't just ignore this blog and then come back like nothing happened. Or go to other blogs and pretend like this is the only blog I go to. And I'm not going through all those pretenses either. I went to other blogs out of obligation, I was invited and it was only one post if any. Really to be honest I've just been really busy. I needed some space to clear my mind, I didn't know what I wanted. But I'm back and I think I've got this figured out, and I want to start out clean.
I want to share every bit of what I've neglected to share before, but since time has passed and Ching has duplicated blogs of each story it becomes blase. To cut it short I learned how to play poker and I'm good. Nothing to do with strategy or poker faces. I rely on sheer luck, something of which I never run out of.
As well, I got my new schedule for the next realignment which will be Sun - Thur: 9am - 5:45pm. Hopefully this works out. Every realignment I come in psyched about my new schedule then I screw myself by thinking it's late enough I can go binge drinking the night before. It takes about 3 months into the new schedule before I realize it's not a habit a can run with. Right around the written warning ...
Other aspects of my life are better left unblogged. If you know me and I know you ... ring me, I'll tell you as much as I can. (Probably you know already.) The trials and triumphs of my heart has been a source of entertainment through the years for most of you, and I don't want to stop making you laugh but as previously learned in the past blogs are very easy to stalk, and they easily ruin people's lives. Lord, knows I don't need to start that "he-said-she-said-how'd-I-get-in-the-middle-of-this" drama all over again.
I know, I can't just ignore this blog and then come back like nothing happened. Or go to other blogs and pretend like this is the only blog I go to. And I'm not going through all those pretenses either. I went to other blogs out of obligation, I was invited and it was only one post if any. Really to be honest I've just been really busy. I needed some space to clear my mind, I didn't know what I wanted. But I'm back and I think I've got this figured out, and I want to start out clean.
I want to share every bit of what I've neglected to share before, but since time has passed and Ching has duplicated blogs of each story it becomes blase. To cut it short I learned how to play poker and I'm good. Nothing to do with strategy or poker faces. I rely on sheer luck, something of which I never run out of.
As well, I got my new schedule for the next realignment which will be Sun - Thur: 9am - 5:45pm. Hopefully this works out. Every realignment I come in psyched about my new schedule then I screw myself by thinking it's late enough I can go binge drinking the night before. It takes about 3 months into the new schedule before I realize it's not a habit a can run with. Right around the written warning ...
Other aspects of my life are better left unblogged. If you know me and I know you ... ring me, I'll tell you as much as I can. (Probably you know already.) The trials and triumphs of my heart has been a source of entertainment through the years for most of you, and I don't want to stop making you laugh but as previously learned in the past blogs are very easy to stalk, and they easily ruin people's lives. Lord, knows I don't need to start that "he-said-she-said-how'd-I-get-in-the-middle-of-this" drama all over again.
posted by Jenni #
6:47 AM 