"It was a beautiful letdown when I crashed and burned, and I found myself alone, unknown and hurt." --Switchfoot

I had planned on having this day off for more than a month now. Starting out I know already it's not the way I had planned it out. Making the best of it, however, I've started cleaning my car. I'll get an oil change and get it vaccummed and such. As well my apartment is needing some deep cleaning. The bathroom has managed to stay immaculate since Becky was here to clean it for me, but the carpet is once again showing the dirt between the piles of clothes I brought in and out.

I also have to take care the I don't waste the day away without pampering myself a bit. I've been so good lately. No more overspending and getting overdraft fees, no more bar hopping almost nightly, I go to work on time when I'm scheduled - I think I deserve a present. I've been a good girl.

Just a quick look into this site as I make a couple changes to it which most will probably not even notice. And when I say most I mean 7 out of the 8 people that know this site exists, my "40th website so far" according to Becky. I know the blog so far has been updated daily, and I was really proud of a great start. When Becky asked me if this would last I told her yes, but I guess I lied. Just for now the site needs to rest. My life in under construction and I want a chance to let the dust settle before I take another step. Lord knows, with my carpentry skills the ceiling's probably just about ready to fall on me.